"I have no lid upon my head, but if I did, you could look inside and see whats on my mind....."

If you could start everything over, would you?  I'm not talking about a particular event or experience, but your entire life.  What would you name yourself? Where would you live? What would you do? what would your friends be like?.... If you could totally reinvent yourself, would you?   Seriously let me know here people, this intrigues me.... I don't know if I would, the jury is still out on that one...

I keep the good times with you

In a heart shaped box

And traces of your smile

Are in the pictures on my wall

You are gray and empty inside

A cold empty awkward shell

Of the soul I used to love

My hair is starting to get long again... well not long but its gettin there, I think I'm going to let it grow out again for a while,  give myself a new (or old) look...

We went to Providence yesterday, where ashley was SUPPOSED to get her DMB firedancer tattoo, but she chickened out, but Dave got a nice Celtic arm band on his forearm.... its a nice addition to his "Carpe Diem" tattoo. 

I had a red ribbon on my bag the other day, and someone asked me about it.  I explained my "role" in the war against AIDS, and the guy told me I am going straight to heaven.  This made me smile, I don't consider myself to be a hard core activist or anything, but I like knowing the fact that individual people can infact make their voices heard, even through little expression, like my red ribbon... and I'd like to think I'm going to heaven for that matter too.

I want to get out of here, I want to move out of RI... I'm done with it. Give me the city, or the mountains, I don't care.  I feel as though I have no more space left to grow here.  I need to be someplace that challenges me, if that makes any sense....

I need to read... I procrastinate wayyy too much

"Your good friend has just taken a piece of cake out of the garbage and eaten it. You will probably need this information when you check me into the Betty Crocker Clinic." Miranda, Sex and the City